Thursday, November 22, 2012

ArHi FF: Book 1~ The Unexpected... Became The Expected Final Chapter


I thought of including the Snakewa here… I hope he doesn’t disappoint you guys…
I want to thank all of you guys who stuck onto this FF.
Many found it boring, slow and unreal.
But many loved it as well.
This was my first FF after a weird dream of Khushi standing in front of a mirror, examining her stomach.
And from there, the journey of The Unexpected… Became The Expected had begun.
The people who love this FF, let me tell you that Book 2: Rise of the Dark is coming soon.
Book 1 of The Unexpected… Became The Expected is the current one which is Fading Shadows.
I just want to say that after this Book, I will first finish another FF of mine, and then move onto Book 2.
The Unexpected… Became The Expected is a series. So I hope you guys enjoy it.
If you haven’t read Book 1 (This one) then you won’t understand Book 2, because it is just a continuation of Book 1.
Here is the Final Chapter, and I really hope you guys like it <3
PS: It’s approximately 5 word pages :P


The Final Chapter

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“Raani Sahiba… what if it is serious?”
Shyaam tended to convince Anjali into getting everyone a blood test, in order to know if any of the members have any viruses. In this he would be able to know whether the baby is his or not…
‘How is this even possible! She fell down the stairs so hard that there was no survival for the baby and yet still she gave birth to a baby who is healthy? That’s not possible… something’s fishy…’ he thought.
“Haan Shyaamji… I think we should…” Anjali agreed.
“I’ll call our family doctor…” Shyaam pulled out his phone.
“Yes you should… what if Aysha gets a virus…” she bit her nails.
“We should get Aysha’s blood test too you know… “ he suggested.
“Yes we should. After all, I don’t want her to get sick…”
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“No Di!” Arnav yelled at Anjali.
“Calm down Chhotte… it’s just a blood test… nothing else.”
“No means no Di. No one’s getting a blood test, everyone’s fine!” he said stubbornly.
Right then Akash sneazed.
Arnav gave him a deathly glare as Anjali pointed out that members in the house were getting sick.
“Are you scared of needles Chhotte?” she hid her laugh.
“Nahi Di… voh… umm… Khushi’s scared of blood…” he said out of blue.
Khushi instantly looked up at Arnav. She was savouring the achaar just as she heard Arnav saying that she’s afraid of blood when she’s actually not.
“Main…” she was interrupted right away.
“Haan Di… Khushi is scared of blood…” Payal said, gesturing her to shut up.
Khushi was lost, Payal knew that she wasn’t scared of blood, then why was she saying that she is…
‘Yeh Jiji ko kya hua hai? Humme toh khoon se nahi dar lagta!’
“It’s fine Chhotte… Khushiji could rest in her room and we all could have our blood tests done…”
Everyone was confused with Anjali’s statement, but only Arnav knew the real reason behind Anjali’s bitterness towards Khushi.
“But Di…” Arnav was interrupted.
“For Aysha!” she shut him off with a smile.
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Everyone had their blood tests done, except for Aysha, and as the doctor was going to reach for her, Arnav stopped her.
“We’ll just be pricking Aysha’s heel, to see if she has any virus…”
“No… she’s fine, you have just taken everyone’s blood tests, so why do you need Aysha’s?” Arnav questioned her.
“Arre Saale Saab… she has to take blood tests from everyone, including Aysha…” Shyaam smiled.
Arnav’s nose flared in anger, his patience was being tested right now…
Shyaam was curious to know the results as he saw how anxious Arnav was to not get the blood tests. He had a feeling that something was not right, and to clear his own doubts, he had to set the plan.
The doctor took the test and headed out saying that the reports will be delivered tomorrow.
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Khushi was in the kitchen, as usual making jalebis.
She was frying them, dipping them in the sugary syrup and eating them at the same time; multitasking to shorten the description.
Arnav came behind her, wrapping his arm around her waist, letting his hand rest on the little baby bump along with his head on her shoulder.
“You’re either upset or nervous… which is it?” he asked.
“Ner…vous…” she replied while munching the jalebi.
“Why?” he placed a soft kiss at the crook of her neck.
Khushi slowly finished the jalebi in her mouth and replied, “Aysha…”
And the moment she said the name, Arnav understood what she meant. He knew that she was worried about the blood test reports. She was worried that what if Di finds out that Aysha isn’t her daughter… well not just Khushi, but everyone.
Everyone was worried about Anjali and Aysha.
“Don’t worry… everything will be alright…” he let out a heavy breath.
“You also eat…” she showed him another plate of jalebis.
“I’m diabetic Khushi…” he reminded her. She took the jalebi and shoved it in his mouth with him protesting.
“Sugar-free!” she patted his cheek.
He smiled at her, and swayed with her as she turned her back against his chest, and moving her hands in circles, making the jalebi in a perfect spiral.
Arnav watched as his wife engraved his name with the jalebi batter, she then quickly dipped it in the sugary syrup, and munched it down.
“You call me a Raakshas and now look at yourself! You ate me! You wanna kill me?” he asked her, only to receive a slap at his cheek.
“I don’t want to kill you and nor do I want to! I just ate you, so that I could keep you to myself!” she replied to him with an angry tone.
“Awwe… you want to keep me to yourself?” he said to her in a teasing tone.
“Yes!” she replied to him, pulling his collar.
“I’m already yours…” he smiled.
“By the way… when did you apologize to me?” she hugged him.
“Sorry…” he said, sliding his hands around her as if she was only his.
“It’s ok…” she cuddled more closer.
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She was flipping, tossing and turning when Arnav held her by waist and pulled her body towards is. She crashed against his chest, and sniffed.
“What’s wrong baby…” he asked her.
“I’m scared…” Khushi hugged him tighter.
“Of what? The dark?” he asked.
“Nahi… of tomorrow…” she sobbed.
“Why… what will happen tomorrow?” Arnav asked with a confused tone.
“The reports…” she mumbled.
“I told you not to worry right… then calm down… everything will be fine.”
“You sure?”
“Positive” he pecked her lips.
She hugged him tighter than ever, leaving no space between their bodies, and he simply chuckled.
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It was early in the morning when Anjali’s phone began to ring. And as she looked at the screen before answering, she realized it was their family doctor.
“Yes doctor…”
“Hello Mrs. Jha…”
“Jii… are the reports ready?” Anjali asked.
“Yes, the delivery man must be there…”
“Oh ok… is everything fine?”
“Umm… voh… umm… I don’t know if I should be interfering with your personal life but is… is Aysha your own daughter?” the doctor sounded more curious to know.
Anjali was left dumbstruck as she had no idea of what was going on. She glanced back at her sleeping princess, and she instantly replied, “Yes she is! And why are you asking this?”
“Umm… there’s something weird in her blood test, it doesn’t make sense and I did do the DNA and it reveals that Aysha is not your daughter…”
“What! How’s that possible! I gave birth to her a week ago!” she shouted on the phone.
“But Mrs. Jha the DNA clearly says that she’s not your blood…”
Anjali dropped her phone in shock. What was going on in her life? The doctor was saying that her own princess isn’t her daughter, her blood.
At that moment the door bell had rung and she knew it was the delivery guy with the reports and she walked down the stairs.
Just in time, Khushi opened the door and took the reports to head to her room, when suddenly Anjali stops her.
“Where are you going Khushiji?” she asked her.
“Mmm…yyy roo…oom” she replied.
“The reports are here aren’t they?” Anjali asked.
“Yes… they are…” Khushi choked.
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“How can this be possible Chhotte!” Anjali yelled on top of her lungs.
“Di I’m sorry… but it’s the truth… Aysha’s not our blood…” Arnav spoke the bitter truth.
Anjali’s world had come crashing down as she had never dreamed of something so envious. She had so much hope of her daughter, her princess, and today she had realized that she was loving someone who wasn’t even her own daughter.
She was feeling the motherly attachment towards a stranger, someone who she wasn’t related to by blood, and to her conclusion… she was kept in dark.
“Why didn’t you tell me!” she yelled at Arnav.
Never in her entire life had she yelled at Arnav, scolding was possible, but she had never shouted at him, and today she did.
“Di… you weren’t in the condition to know the truth… I was just…” he was cut off by her again.
“I am not a little baby girl Chhotte… I’m your older sister and I have the right to know what’s going on in my life!”
“You want to know the truth Di? You want to know the entire truth!” Arnav’s anger was going out of control now and Khushi tried holding him back to calm him.
“Yes Chhotte! I want to know the truth!”
“Even if I do tell you Di… you’re not going to believe me because you trust that bastard so blindly!”
“Chhotte! That’s not a way to talk to your Jeejaji!” Anjali raised her hand.
She didn’t slap him as she looked at his shut eyes, and at that moment she realized what she was about to do.
“I don’t want to hear anything Chhotte… but if you ever considered me as an important part of your life, then can you please fulfill you Di’s one and only wish?”
“You wanted to slap me Di… how can you? And for your husband?” Arnav gritted his teeth.
“Chhotte… I’m not sorry for raising my voice at you or my hand, but you have no respect for your elders or any sort of relationships!”
“Really? I don’t?” he scoffed.
“Chhotte… if you even have any respect or if you consider me an important part of your life, then I want something from you…”
Arnav felt something deep down in his heart. He knew that something bad was coming, and his doubts were clear when his Di said those 5 heartbreaking words to him.
“I want your baby Chhotte.”

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I couldn’t find a better way to end the book here, and I apologize for the suspense that I have left you guys in.
I will return with Book 2 for these series. The title itself will give you a bit of a hint of what’s coming next…

Since it is the last chapter... I do expect a bit more comments than I usually do...
<3
Book 2 of The Unexpected… Became The Expected
::Rise of the Dark::

80 comments:

  1. Anjali is a BITCH !

    IF : Laxshalovearshi

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  2. Wow... Anji wants HIS baby!

    IF: kritika_98

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  3. god i just hate anjali..
    hope arnav stands up for khushi and his future child..

    arniepervaiz

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  4. is she freaking out of her tiny little mind
    and if he does agree then forget even coming near her he shouldnt even think about it
    sorry if i seem so mad about this silly thing but come on if he does this for his di it just goes to prove that he as usual is putting her above everyhting else
    she has already lost her baby once and now she should let anji and that slimeball take care of her baby over someone's dead body not hers though
    it might have been okay if she had asked to help rear the child with them but just handing over a baby what is that a piece of toy the baby
    ki kissi ko bhi de diya
    hello not with that creep being called the father of khushi baby no way in hell
    sorry i just think this should not happen
    because when the baby grows up and knows of it they would hate khushi wouldnt they
    god what a twist you ended in
    god sorry for the overreaction but just cant help it
    cant she let others be happy her brother get some share of happiness
    does he always have to scarifice for his sister everytime and make khushi do the same too
    and what about the child she had been showering her love on till she realised it wasnt her blood
    is that all the mamta she felt well this too technically aint her blood but that of arhi
    pls tell me you will not separate a mother from its child pls
    cheers for pm
    i think i shouldnt have said all this right

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  5. what the!
    is anjali out of her mind
    she has gone psycho
    that baby is arnav and khushi's
    how can she ask for him/her
    please make arnav say no
    khushi will be devastated
    loved the update
    awesome cliffhanger
    continue soon
    thanx for the pm

    arhi101

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  6. noooooooooo u cant leave it there such a big clifhanger anyways amazing update love the arshi moments
    sad that its the last chapter but cant wait to read book 2 plz start it soon and hope they dont give her the baby
    update soon
    thanks for the pm

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  7. Amazing ending...loved it!!
    The Jalebi part was very cute...She ate him..lol

    Anjali is pathetic...she wants their baby..
    how could she even think like that??

    I loved this story...will be waiting for the second book..
    do continue soon...thanks for the pm...

    --Amy--

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  8. OMG OMG how can ajali become sooooooo selfish????
    how can she even thing sooo low snatching someone's child or her happiness?????
    i am crying seriously:(
    plzzzz start the new book soon

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  9. Anjali is a monster, even if the baby girl isn't her blood, but damm she's a child, how can you can't love her.
    I really don't understand what Anjali tries to do, how can she love someone so intensely, and after that stop just because she's not your blood, I think Anjali doesn't know that there are relations that are worth much more than a simple blood bond, and these are heart relations.
    I know you will not believe this, but I tell you that I had my doubts that Anjali would want their child after losing her, but I have not had this feeling now but a long time ago.
    I do not know why but I'm afraid that Arnav will accept and Khushi also, maybe not at first but then end up doing it.
    Anjali is terrible, I don't like her in this.
    Please safe the baby from this two, Shyam and Anjali.
    First her husband has killed one of the baby and now she wants the other one, who was saved only be a miracle, and who is the only ray of hope and happiness of Khushi and Arnav also.

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  10. Omg. No she didnt. I cant believe she asked for kushi and arnavs baby!! Plz update soon!

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  11. Anjali is mad....If chotte succumbs to the demand, he needs a slap....Thx for the PM

    Bhadraprasad(IF)

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  12. Anjali has gone total nuts, she want Arnav's and Khushi's baby

    Arnav you better tell no

    If you don't Khushi will definitely leave and who would blame her?

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  13. Anjali you kuthi she wants ArHi's baby don't even say there gonna agree or Arnav saying yes in the heat of the moment and don't he even dare not.asking.Khushi I don't want him saying yes and then in book 2 ArHi relationship goes downhill I'm just still.pissed at Anjali

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  14. awesome update!
    didnt like the last part.. anjali really?? :O
    thanks to pm me
    farista12

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  15. That bitch! How dare she? Poor Khushi! She lost one of her children already and she might lose the other one too! Get a life Poojali! Can't wait for Book 2! Book 1 was fabulous and made me cry alot! Can't wait for the next part!

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  16. Great update
    Anjali finds out Ayisha is not her daughter
    Omg she bastard is asking for his kid and I am sure Arnav will agree
    Please no poor khushi
    Thanks for psych a suspended ending
    Please start. We series soon

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  17. amazing update
    anjali nuts she wants their baby
    poor khushi
    cant wait for book 2
    thanks for the pm
    drunkiiebabe

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  18. The fuck she gonna take his baby! Awesome update! Screw ANJI!

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  19. hell no!!!!!! anjali is out of her mind.....
    pls make arnav say no to his di.....
    i ant a strong kushi to deny to it....pls yaar.....
    at least in this let arnav stand by kushi and not give in to his dis DEMAND......
    cant wait for the next update
    thanks for the pm
    continue soon
    kamalapushpa-if

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  20. LOL..Khushi ata Arnav..
    Seriously Anjali wants their baby??
    is she out of her mind???
    I hope the Book come ASAP!!!

    Amanda.Lim IF

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  21. Thanks for the PM. Very nice. Cute how Khushi made Arnav's name as a jalebi. Anjali asking for Arnav's baby was unexpected.

    -desisweetheart9 from IF.

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  22. wow dear!!!!!!bang on....update:)
    anjali...is being a bitch....how can she ask their kid.......and what about ayesha....
    she is being really selfish.....hope arnav knock some sense in her brain....
    waiting 4 next book......
    thnx 4 pm dear:)

    if name:- shilpa09

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  23. hate anjali ahe asked for arshi baby
    thanks for pm

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  24. Wow!
    The witch wants his baby!

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  25. uff anjali. she is foolish , stupid. because of her fefty husband arhi lost one child & now C is asking 4 other.

    arnav jst throw her out of the house


    any way nice update, i wish arnav would have shouted abit more at his di

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  26. awesome update...
    getting very interesting........

    thanks for the pm.....

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  27. Well suspance!!
    Waitn 4 nxt series....
    Thanx 4 pm...

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  28. Nice Update .What The Hell she Want The Baby.No I Don't Want This To Happen.Exited For The Book 2.

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  29. anjali is the most selfish person ever and asr is a damn ass if he gives in to her demands when will he learn to tell his bitch of a sister no if he says yes khushi should leave him to live with his sister and not give up her baby she is ridiculous

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  30. how could anjali is so selfish and ask for khushi's baby

    and if arnav will agree with anjali I think khushi should leave arnav

    hope arnav will not give in for his stupid sister's demand

    updt soon

    summaiyasayed

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  31. Awesome ending....
    Hate anti for asking her brothers child....continue soon.
    -V

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  32. Anjali is a witch.. I hate her.. Delusional woman.. Why does she want ArHi's baby... *angry*

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  33. awsome upadte!!! bt dnt lyk the last part!! plz dnt let her take the baby away 4m dem!! (Dazz)

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  34. Hate Anjali ...Plz Dont give Arhi baby to Anjali ....this time Arnav ve to thing abt khushi & his baby ....
    pinky89

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  35. Is Anjali a psycho or what!! I know Ayesha isn't her own child.. How can't she love her.. She's just an innocent baby..
    She wants ArHi's child.. Can't believe that Anjali has became so selfish and heartless...

    Waiting eagerly for the book 2 ..

    Humayra (IF)

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  36. kritash here.loved it nice update.
    but i dont understand why you ended this book and want to start a new book with the suspense.
    let's see. hoping for the best.
    as always like your work.

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  37. OMG..........
    anjali now wants Arshi's baby!!!! she is really out of her mind!!!
    but the update was awesome.... cute Arshi moments, they both being together and supporting each other is really awesome!!

    Shagun(IF-shagun05)

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  38. awesome one..
    actuly its good idea if anji wants believe wht arnav said
    then he give her his child and he can tc of aysha ryt
    whts wrong in tht i guess.. in tht shyam shouldnt get any chance to harm them thts my idea :D
    sory for giving free adivce :D..
    thnx 4 pm :)
    -kvarsha (if)

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  39. Whaaaat omg wat kind of sister is she? I hope arnav think well b4 he do somehing well bt i tink he will dp spmething bad by reading the next title hmmmmm i feel sooo sorry for kushi i hope she becomes an asr n fight for her right

    Cheval

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  40. what the hell tis anjali is doing?
    and i love the jalebi making and arshi parts

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  41. OMFG.. I just hate ANJI.. She is a Bitch :O
    How can she ask for Arnav's baby?
    Bitch!! Bitch!! Bitch!!

    Pleeeaaaasssseee do something na Ravneet :O I cnt see their Angel with a bitch like anji :'( :P

    sanchi333

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  42. what the....
    how could she???
    how could you??? end it here...
    i hope arnav doesn't agree??

    ps :whats with you and dark stories??? :-P
    you seem hell bent on making all your stories dark!!! just wanted to know why???

    arnavbarun

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  43. OMG hw can it be ended????????????????????
    with a huge question mark u can't end it buddy........
    yes creepwaa kamina exactly not disappointed......
    he did his best kaminapan.........
    anjali behen ki naam mei gali hai.......
    she want arnav's baby.............
    i hope arnav don't agree fr this........
    - Akorshi -

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  44. wat the fuk. how cud she jus say that. plzz dont let khushi go soft for her again i read a story were khushi odes this n it was cheesy!!! plz make her hard n dont let her and arnav fyt kill shyam AND anjali all i care but plz dont let her give her baby. its hard!
    luvvd the update. update the next one soon too

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  45. She is a big time BITCH!!!!!! I wish she rots in hell...how can she ask for something like this? Just coz her bastard husband killed her own daughter...and the nerve of this woman asking her brother to sacrifice his daughter to prove his love...bitch!

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  46. ravneet...dont leave like dat..its like cliffhanger...plz post 2nd book soon...

    nd still worried for khushi..i hope for d sake of anjali he wont hurt khushi agn..

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  47. awsm
    loved it


    chemistry9 frm IF

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  48. hat anjali she is crazy...thnx for the update.........
    lakshyaNkt

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  49. I HATE U ANJALI....SAY NO ARNAV,,,DONT GIVE HER UR BABY

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  50. can't believe Anjali just said that......

    damonzlady

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  51. omg how can anjali deman her brothers child,if anjali was known the truth and is good then i have no problem in it but this one nooooo,pls continue soon.
    by farha5556

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  52. What the!!!
    I never expected Anjali to be too evil.
    What good is Arnav's baby gonna do for her........oh, i see, she wants to inflict pain on Khushi.
    Well piece of advice to you Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada: get ur wife and kid and move out somewhere else. Experience is the best teacher, so let Anjali learn from experience about Shyam's crookedness.
    And she can't accept a baby just cos its not her blood?
    Arghh, the bloody bitch.
    Ravneet, do start book 2 ASAP, cos this has just become all the more interesting.
    IF name: kiddy-kavya

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  53. Hate Anjali. She is really stupid.

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  54. I wish Anjali had died instead of the baby...
    I wish Arshi refuse to give their baby...
    Please..
    Please..

    IF
    AJlovesArshi

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  55. Before yu strt yur next book, it mighr be worthwhile to read HER SACRAFICE from Mailthly as her story is also like this.. U willfind her storiy in myeduniya... I hope you read it



    Myeduniya

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  56. oh great!
    anjali has gone mad!
    just loved d update!
    continue soon!
    waiting 4 d next book!

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  57. what!!! how can she say that, what a biatch
    hopefully arnav doesn't listen to her for once
    can't wait to read more
    thanx for the pM:)

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  58. Hell vth u anjali
    is she is a mental or what?
    She want arshi child.... Nd our saint khushi is do dis........
    Thankz for the pm
    precious-pie(if)

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  59. wt the!!

    well..i hope Arnav doesnt agree..
    i wish he dsnt luk at Anjali ..
    n leaves wid Khushi..somwhr far,,

    Anjali's too bad..
    y did u end?

    Shyam's truth shud hav cum out atlst..
    i wish Anjali died instd of d baby.
    hw cud she as Arshi's baby..? :(

    com back soon..:)

    thnxx..:)
    *reallyhappy*

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  60. wow cool.anjali is such a jrk i hope khushi doesnt become satya nari and give her chil

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  61. OMG anajali is a cow!!!

    really disliking her!

    But amazing book one! literally read it all in one day!!!

    Cannot wait for book 2....just one thing, would you be able to translate the hindi words in the 2nd book? My first language is english so i find it really hard to read hindi and i am not very good at it!

    But other than that...WOW! i just have no words how great this story is!!!

    IF - aria95 :)

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  62. hawwww...how the damn can u say this anjali...i just hate u....u bitch

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  63. This story was one of my favorites! zzzits simply BEAUTIFUL!
    Please do post the Book2 soon !!!

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  64. where's the nxt part?

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  65. hey lovely i read it too today....it was lovely.....u have changed there characterisation a lot....but still it was lovely.....could not believe anjali could ask dis....waiting for the next book which will be a continuation of ir.....continue soon.....waiting for it eagerly....do pm me when u update next....God bless u .....
    Love u tk care....
    Keep smilin.....
    Rockingchamp(IF).......

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  66. when will u post book 2

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  67. oh god omg omg how could she she might have been planning with shyam but she cant just take his and hers baby Its not fair !!!! Do you want me to cry ? NO is meant to be your answer. Well patch up Di Cuz Ravneet is is my hero and is gonna give you a long pschological operation nadiyahxx

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    1. Don't worry xxx LOL Happy endings are my plannings :D :P LOL

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  68. This is one of the fabulous work I have read. You have done a perfect job. I would like to read Book 2. Can't stop myself. Have you started it. How will I get to read it??? Pleaase let me know.

    Hope Arnav won't bent for Anjali once again and lose all our respect and Kushi's love by fulfilling the SElfish Anjali

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  69. Anjali has gone total nuts, she want Arnav's and Khushi's baby

    Arnav you better tell no

    summaiyasayed

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  70. Anjali is so cruel

    When is book 2 coming

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